Nonthaburi: Close friends and fans gathered to make merit on the 4th anniversary of the passing of actress Tangmo Pataratida, vowing to always remember her no matter how many years pass.
According to Thai News Agency, with tears in his eyes, Paeza Pichaiphoosit, a close friend of the late actress, opened up about his feelings of longing and remembrance. He was the driving force behind the annual memorial service commemorating Tangmo's fourth anniversary at Wat Pak Nam. Paeza revealed that he had promised his friends he would hold this event every year, regardless of attendance. He noted that while he had invited many friends, including Tangmo's mother, Mae Jim Panida, many were unable to attend due to conflicting schedules. Initially, he felt a little disappointed that some friends couldn't come, fearing they would forget Tangmo. He wanted everyone to gather because it only happens once a year. However, he understands that friends will likely perform merit-making ceremonies for Tangmo in other ways. He believes that next year will see a much stronger gathering. He remains unfazed and will continue the event annually. Although Mae Jim Panida couldn't attend due to health and travel issues, she still contributed to the merit-making ceremony.
Paesah has been preparing for this since last month, handling all the food and temple arrangements himself. Today's ceremony includes offering food to monks, offering alms, and offering robes to monks - a Buddhist religious ceremony. This time, he also prayed for his friend and prepared his favorite dishes for the offering: fried eggs, green curry chicken, fried pork patties, omelets, and stir-fried chicken with chili paste. Regarding comments about why he chose a Buddhist ceremony, he explained that he's more comfortable with that type of ceremony and sometimes even offers alms for Tangmo. As for a Christian ceremony, which Tangmo practices, his famous manager, A Supachai, would probably be more familiar with that.
Before that, she mentioned that she had recently dreamt about Tangmo. It was a very realistic dream; Tangmo was dressed beautifully but looked very sad. She told Ton that she was worried about her mother and her daughter, Easter (Kratik's daughter). Paesah believes that Tangmo is still with her and knows her. Whenever she goes anywhere, she always invites Tangmo along, and she also texts her friends on LINE during every holiday, hoping they will reply someday. She then tearfully said that she misses Tangmo very much. She had only one best friend who had given her many opportunities and been through so much with her. Before her death, she didn't get many chances to see her, say goodbye, or apologize.
She said she still believes Tangmo passed away without peace. She misses her, thinking that if Tangmo were still by her side, she would be happier. She doesn't know if they'll ever meet again in the next life, which is why she feels so sad and depressed. As for those who say she should let Tangmo go, she feels she wants to keep her friend in her memories forever, because she doesn't know if she'll see her again in the next life. She insists she's not faking it; if they still have a karmic connection, they might meet again in the next life.
As February 24th marks the actual anniversary of her passing, Paeza still believes that Tangmo's death was not an accident but murder. This is his personal opinion because the events that occurred are suspicious, and he doesn't blame anyone on the boat, but he wants those on board to tell the whole truth. This morning, he spoke with Dr. Thawatchai Kanjanarin (a former surgeon at Phramongkutklao Hospital and one of the key figures who continuously raised concerns and exposed irregularities in Tangmo's case). They discussed positive progress, but he cannot disclose details publicly until the DSI (Department of Special Investigation) makes a statement. He explained that the DSI has a heavy workload and the evidence is fading, so it will take some time. However, he remains hopeful, citing examples from other countries where cases can take 10-20 years without being too late.
Finally, I want to tell Tangmo that no matter how many years pass, I will always think of you like this. We will always be friends like this, until one of us dies. I will continue to do good deeds like this until I am no longer in this world (raises pinky finger). I promise from the bottom of my heart, I will do this every year. I will never forget you. I love you, Tangmo.